The G:Y:M

Oh my goodness i can't believe how good i feel. I haven't felt good since the day my husband left back for Iraq. I've just been ok, and wondering if i can get back into my alone life.lol Its been great because i started work again, and it is such a challenge but one of the best challenges i have been through yet. I know that i am still going to have ups and downs but this is just awesome right now. I have so many ideas to help out my kindergarten children to help them grow instead of acting like babies. At work we are required to have a club, and i chose to do a science club. Who knew i would pick science. i don't know too much but its going to be great to expirement along with the children and open their minds some. I want it to be the best and i know they will enjoy it because we already talked about volcanoes and made one out of play dough. My children are going nuts and as stressful as it is, its been awesome becaude i feel like they are helping me grow as a person too. I do have many techniques i need to learn because it is not as regulated here at sas as it is at the CDC. On top of this, I absolutley love my husband. I can't express how much i love him right now and how much fun i have and will have. I can't wait to get back to that side of life. He is a great great positive influence to me and i need to treat him better. I wish he knew how much he makes me smile just thinking about him. He might not know this but thinking about him just tickles me to death with how much i miss him and how positive he is. He makes me smile more than he thinks.lol
I just got back from the gym.lol and i feel sexier than ever. i am ready to go on with my life.lol and thats that.lol goodbye