hello

Well i haven't written in a while. I tend to spend most my time seeing if anyone else has emailed me or written me, but i don't ever take the time to write them.lol how self centered is that.lol i feel a little lonely right now. I miss Bryan so much, but i think it helps that my last class is over with so i am not as stressed. i wish i knew how to not stress over small things. I just don't want to be involved with anything right now. not even in church. I worry about my baby. I hope it is still healthy. I feel like i haven't been eating well, and it is taking a toll on the little one. i can't keep my house clean, it just smells aweful and i feel like getting rid of everything and start over, is that crazy or what! I will get out of this slump. just don't know where to start.