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Just sitting here watching my sweetheart play starcraft wishing it was light out so I can fix my yard. Doing yard work alone is so peaceful and it actually makes me feel like I am accomplishing something. Its nice to know that I can make something beautiful after dealing with so many negative thoughts. Its nice being away without actually being away. I just want to talk yet I have nothing to talk about. I wish I had some uplifting quotes or books to read. I feel like going for a run. I just want to jump on my bed and laugh. Out loud for no reason. Ha this is such a strange blog.lol. I'm a dreamer not a doer.