I have two things i want to talk about...
Did you ever have one of those dreams that you just flipped out in and it causes you to wake up pissy and makes you want to push people away....
also, i am soo overwhelmed right now!!! So this is what is bothering me, My Grandma Rushton....I am trying to see this in a positive perspective but no matter what, i just get this bad feeling about her.....So I have been trying to have a better relationship with my MOm's mom by emailing her or leaving little comments on facebook (why is facebook always involved with my drama.lol). She has not responded to any of them so i came to terms with it. Things are what they are right! Well now she found out my mom is coming to germany to visit me and the baby, and all of a sudden my grandma Rushton wants to come??? I think and feel that she is trying to take this special moment away from my mom. To be honest i don't really want to see my grandma Rushton unless we go down to Arizona. There is just something about her that is off, but she isn't the first person to give me that feeling.
I feel the same thing about Bryan's Aunt Sherri. She is fortunate enough to travel, but i feel like she is going to rub into Bryan's Mom's face and i know i have my issues about Chris, but Chris is who she is and she gave me Bryan. Chris is going through a lot right now and i don't know what is true and what isn't but still this is Chris;s Grandbaby and i want my parents and Bryans family to be the first to see Ellie. I don't know i am probably just being pestamistic because of hormones and the stupid dream that i had.lol
I just want to sleep all day........
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