Sick of People!!!

people really really really bother me!!!!!

Maybe it is just my hormones! but it bothers me that i worry about people and think they need caring for!
When reality...people don't care if you care!
So Yesterday my neighbor FINALLY left!! she pissed me off soooooo freakin bad!! i did soooo much for her, i've known her for 4 years and she would only call if she needed something and i would always drop what i was doing and help her out! YOu know what she didn't do for me! which sounds sooo freakin stupid, but she didn't buy me a baby gift. I spent money on her kids birthdays, her friends kids birthdays, i babysat when her and her husband were argueing, i took her grocery shopping every week, took her to the dental clinic off post which wasn't close just for her kid so she wouldn't get him taken away from her! took care of her garbage! and on top of that!! i helped her friends out when she asked!! I tried to be christian and tell myself its okay cause she is going through a lot of crap right now, she is getting a divorce, but that didn't suprise me cause she is a bitch to him!! She is just trashy! she was complaining to me about how he was cheating on her while he was down range, but she also probably doesn't remember telling me about how before he left, that she never wanted to have sex with him or be with him, so why wouldn't he want to be with someone that cares about him. And aparently she hasn't been inoccent either!! she mentioned she had a guy waiting for her when she gets back to the states so what is she complaining about!!! her Husband came back needing some mental help and she said she would stay with him if he got help, but not once did she say she would go with him or support him. It was all on him!! That is a doom sign to me!! i would never let Bryan go through that alone, its not humane! No matter how big of a jerk he was!!! And everything is his fault!!! its all her husbands fault!!! You could tell with her that she wanted out from the beginning they got here to germany!! Anyways, you want to know what her last words were to me before she left...Nothing! Not even thank you for helping me. Her last words were written on a napkin with a bunch of crap saying "Marie please give these to Tia" Well, at least she said please....Not even a knock on the door to let me say goodbye to the kids. oh well, she is going to make it far!!
Do you want to hear something else that bothers the crap out of me!!!
I do a lot for Bryan's side of the family!! I get jealous of my own husband because if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't call his family as much as he does!! So last night i told Bryan we should call to check on his mom, did he do it? no, i did!! and who does she respond too.....Bryan.lol If it wasn't for me, No one on his side would get birthday cards, presents, hellos or what not!!! and everyone thinks Bryan does it on his own!!!!!!!lol isn't that just soooooo silly that i feel that way! jealous of my own husbands relationship with his family!! i don't even do those things for my own side!! i mean yeah i call but i don't even get a phone call from my own mom!! why do i concintrate soooo much on his side, when i don't really matter to them. I'm just another person in the family. I know the world doesn't revolve around me, but it would be nice for a little recognition. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no more i guess!!!!!!! '

i am sick of people!!!!!