Today

Today is a decent day. I am just sitting at home doing a lot of thinking about everything i want to do in my life. So far i have accomplished a lot for myself but now i have a little one that gets to join me in the adventures god throws at me. I think Bryan and I are more in love than we ever have been. I absolutely love how he interacts with his daughter. I am glad he isn't deploying. At first, i wanted him to deploy because it would make him happy cause that is a piece of who he is, but greatful that we get a chance to be a family.
I think all of this has made us stronger as a family spiritually. No we don't attend church regularly, no we don't go do temple sessions, no we don't do a lot of what the typical mormon family is suppose to be doing but i have noticed that we have more love for each other as friends and spouses than i see in a lot of people and that to me makes it a perfect relationship. I am not saying that has anything to do with religion but it does have it's place in our happiness. I am glad i have something positive to look at when there is so much crap going on around me.