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Inspite of feeling frustrated of a resent situation today was a pretty good day. I still have a heavy heart about loosing a very special person but there is nothing i can do about it. She thinks I was just sitting there listening to her husband talk crap about her but I didn't. If she was being a good friend she would trust me. I've never given her a reason to not trust me ugh!!! Sometimes innocent people get caught in the cross fire. Don't get me wrong I completely understand how hurt she was it would have broke my heart too. I didn't put myself in her shoes because I flat out didn't think to. I was busy filling my own. I had a frustrating day and was doing something I enjoyed at the end of it. I was concentrate on my own feelings. What about her putting herself in my shoes? maybe my situation wasn't as chaotic as hers but she wasn't in my home while her hubby was talking. She didn't see the times I would take my headset off my head cuz all of the commotion from 24men bickering and calling each other names. Or when I would have to get up and put my babies back to bed, or how my headset kept cutting out so I couldn't hear the lobby. But enough with that, it is what it is and I don't have the means to fix it. A friend suggested to invite her to play but its not going to work. I deleted my Xbox friends, I'm 30 year old woman playing Xbox games.... pretty pathetic. I do have to thank her though since the accusation I've been super happy without electronics. I get on here once in a while but the most times I go to bed bored.LoL it was great timing because our friends from California came to visit and being around my friend Rebekah reminds me what genuine, pureness is all about. She is so peaceful, calm, fun she reminds me of sunshine! Same with her husband, I love how they deal with offset things. They are just so accepting of any situation. They are true examples of what a good person is. They are spontaneous too, they love everything in life 😃 they are my example.