Wednesday, October 28, 2009
stress
I am having mixed emotions again. Maybe its just my hormones, but one moment i want to be with people but then i dont. i want to work but then i don't.lol The one thing i do know is that i am excited for bryan to come home. i really really miss him and it has only been a month! i guess i am just feeling like i can't do things on my own. i guess i am just really needy right now. i am so paranoid abut this pregnancy that i don't know what to think! and i have all these little birdies telling me wht they feel and what they went through when it just overwhelms me. I feel like i am stressing out about other people's lives too. i can't stand the fact that my inlaws are getting money from us when i others are telling me they have given them option to help get out of debt but they refuse or come up with excuses. I don't even think both of them have a clear communication about wht is really going on. i'm trying not to stress or think about it but i just can't help it because i do feel like Bryan is getting taken advantage of but what do i know i am just the nagging wife. i am getting nervous about moving because we are going to loose a lot of money and i don't feel secure financially like i did before, and that is probably my stupidity cause i quit working.
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I know what you mean when it come to financal stuff. We have struggles our whole marriage because of stuff I did when I was single, then we got credit cards and all that to help us with the stuff we already had. We are just a big financal mess right now and I have no idea how to even start and fix it. We are young and should not be in a mess like this. I guess that is why we ended up asking you guys for money. I am sorry that we asked and I hope you don't think that we mooch. We are just trying to get back to normal again. Plus our marriage is on the rocks because of other stuff and its just hard right now. I am stressed too. Thanks for listening if you read this.
Hey Angel,
I don't mind helping you guys out because i know you honestly appreciate it. I know you are being honest on how you use the money we send. I hope you know we would do just about anything for you two. i really really can not wait til we are together cause i really miss having that friendship where you can sit in the same room and not have to talk. :) anyways, i hope my complaining doesn't scare you from asking us for help. I do love helping but i just don't feel like they are being honest with us.
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